Teen Top - To You

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Teen Top is my favorite 'Kpop' group so I was super excited for this to come out. To all the people who said they didn't like this song, kick rocks. This song was really good and something if you recommend yourself a big fan of Teen Top and didn't expect a (awesome!!) song like this or didn't like it, then no longer recommend yourself an Angel!! People only think about their really popular songs like 'Spray No More Perfume' & 'Going Crazy'. LIKE SERIOUSLY First Kiss, Beautiful Girl, Angel and so on were beautiful freaking songs and suited them the best. But I can't lie, Spray No More Perfume is my fav~~ MOVING ON:

LOOKS:

When I saw the teaser I was like WTF!! WHAT HAPPENED TO CAP’S HAIR?!!  But then after watching the MV, it actually seemed okay to me. I always hate Niel’s haircut/styles!! He had this coconut kind of hairstyle for the longest THEN these freaking tight curls (their comeback w/ ‘Going Crazy’) that looked so hideous. It felt as if the person who picked their hairstyles for them hated Niel ): BUT now, he has very nice hair that I have not talked bad about at all. Did I mention that Niel went from cute to hot all of a sudden?!!  One part of the MV (I believe around the end), he’s sitting next to C.A.P and like bites his lips….. WOAH WOAH LIKE DID I JUST SEE THAT?!!!!!  And of course there were a bunch of gifs of the MV on tumblr. HE BITES HIS LIPS LIKE 85865 TIMES. LIKE WHAT! But it’s okay because I appreciate him doing that..in a way O_o Anyways anyways xD

Changjo and Chunji have this red thing going on. For some reason, no matter what, Chunji always looks the same to me. Like Niel looks more mature now but nothing seems to have change about him. Chanji looks so handsome with that one patch of red in his hair (ahah patch). He had the cutest baby looking face ever but he looks all matured. Man whatever they just all look good. Like I watched the MV about 10 times the first day it came out and just examined each of them closely. Like I couldn’t even handle it. I screamed a few times because no word or other action than screaming could explain how I felt seeing their cute faces transformed in a way~~
Ricky………….oh my. He was just looking marvelous. He always seemed like a little kid to me but like when I saw him I was all like MY GOODNESS!! RICKYYYY OMG OMGOMG CUNT EVENNNNN.  Like seriously, look at him. omgomgomgomgomgg. Ya that’s all I have to say.

Lol, and did you know L.Joe is my favorite???

LOL AND I HELP BUT LAUGH AT HOW TINY HE IS COMPARE TO CHANGJO IN THIS PICTURE.  -5 minutes later-. I literally sitting here with tears in my eyes laughing. This is my first time actually staring all serious at them in this picture and it’s just like his midgetness stands out a lot in the picture. He should put rocks under his shoes in photo shoots haha (get it? no? okay..but you should)

THE SONG + DANCING

It was a very interesting, different so at first I was iffy but when I continued to listen, I really like the song. Niel’s voice was perfect (as usual) but it sounded like he hit different keys I never heard him before and it was really nice to hear. It’s as if his already perfect voice got more perfect. For some reason, I never really seem to notice Changjo’s singing in songs until now. L.Joe!! his rapping never disappoints me. His rapping sounds so clean and sleek (if you get what I mean) And oh my C.A.P. His voice is just very magical and sounds melting when he talks/raps. Chunji’s voice improved a lot and seriously, I didn’t hear Ricky ): and you know, I really wanted to here the most out of all of them.
BUT his dancing was very spicaay~ They always d0 this hip thing. Like why are you teasing your noonas (and  dongsaengs LOL). Then they were all jumping around. At first I was like ummmmmmmmmmmm… LOL but then it was nice and I like their dance routine but I really wonder how this will work out when they are on stage. I wish they will send out a dance version MV or of them practicing because I wanna watch then one by one dancing and stare at them. I didn’t get good glimpses of C.A.P and L.joe. I’m itching to watch L.joe dance for some reason. OH YEAH, to see if he looks dumb or not xD

Ugh

So as usual, my youtube dash is full of new kpop and as usual, I listen to them. Time to time, I see Girl's Generation. They suck, and I don't like them and their style at all. I'm not talking about their true self (meaning when they are off of the stage and a normal person); they are probably good people BUT I'm talking about how they are seen.

I do not listen to a lot of girl groups. Why? Because they wear too short of dresses and then their attitude in these music videos ignore me. Like really??! I do like a few songs by them I'm not gonna lie but their last song sucked in my opinion.

This rant doesn't even have to do with Girl's Generation but I just wanted to start off showing an example of a very well-known, famous girl group that I don't like. I just finished watching the MV of 'Good Boy' by Baek Ji Young. OH JEEEEZ. The song was alright, not gonna be all phoney and say it wasn't. Her forehead was so noticeable and I couldn't help but stare at it through the whole MV. That could've been less noticeable if they did hairstyles that matched her face shape and her forehead.. SO MANY HAIRSTYLES WITH HER HAIR PULLED BACK.....WHY??!(Because I'm a hair person, of course I'm gonna say what about say right now) So I think whoever suggested those ugly, unsuitable hairstyles should be fired (LOL jk but seriously). I know it's not her, probably the company she's with makes her act like this buuut, that sexy 'look' doesn't suit her at all. I'm not gonna sit here and get to know her since her song didn't touch me enough for me to be that interested in her so yes, I'm gonna judge her without knowing her background. But why does that matter since she should know, in the industry that she is in, she'll be judged lol. MOVING ON: She just looked very conceited. It like seriously bugged me through the whole video. SOME people may think she's sooo beautiful but she doesn't look that pretty to me so her prancing around in this music video like she's the best brand of potato chips out there bothers me! (hahaha, potato chips!) This type of 'style' and 'mentality' she is told to do bothers me and that's why a lot of artists like her, don't get fans that think the same way as me. I know these attract a lot of guy friends but you should also think about your girl fans and people who want to be fans? And being American living in America, you see all these music videos on MTV with hip-hop & rap artists having girls shake their huuge butts the whole time in the video. WHY?! Because they want to attract people who like that type of stuff and that's why. That seems like a reasonable guess to me. There are so many good Hip-Hop & Rap artists out there who DON'T have girls half naked that are dancing so stupidly. One example Kid-Cudi. People should take their time and listen to the lyrics of the song. I sound so hypocritical talking about listening to lyrics and not music videos but people are usually what they are according to their music vdieos. Lil' Wayne? HE SUCKS. Absolutely no talent and just very fake to me and all his music videos were dumb. Drake you suck too. All of American mainstream sucks and I'm guessing a lot of woman in the Korean mainstream suck too because they are just as dumb and disappointing as Lil' Wayne is to me. Baek Ji Young would look so much better doing something more that suits her. Maybe like Davichi?? Oh I keep forgetting my opinions don't matter hahaha so it's pointless of me to say for her to change her style of music to something more calming and more suitable for her. I will end this by saying Lil Wayne sucks~~~~~
I'm feeling so mean, and out of place but ya know, I gotta do what I gots ta do and get dis aff muh chest. hallurr~

Infinite - Chaser

You know what, I would've expected my reaction to be more intense than it really was. I was just so FROZEN from all the amazement and then I just clapped along UNTIL Dongwoo started rapping. Then my jaw dropped. His new hairstyle honestly suits him very good. He looks hot. I mean that in a mature way if you get what I mean lol.

Basically the song is about one-sided love and then the chorus sounds like he's gonna try to make her like him again. That's pretty depressing type of lyrics LOL but it's still a good song! The beginning of the song, it sounds like it's gonna be all hardcore because of the guitar but then leads into a nice soothing beat. At the beginning, you see a key but I don't know what it stands for but I'm guessing that it's the key to open her heart and change her ways? I'm guessing since I do not completely understand what they are saying and it'll be hard timing the English lyrics where I think he's opening the box which I believe is her heart (no on screen lyrics w/ MV yet );)

Moving on, I really love the dance choreography!! I think Lee Seong Yeol looked the cutest doing all his dances moves ^.^

AND THEN THE VOICE IN THE BACKROUND OF ALL OF THIS AWESOME WAS LIKE A CHERRY ON TOP. It was so cuteee. This song is just perf. PERF!!!!
If I continue this, my words will no longer make sense to some of you because of my spazzing and fangirling so i will end this by saying again, this song is perfect. 

무한의

I watched Infinite's 3rd mini album (the Chaser) teaser like 593924784 times. It was like that good! I feel like grinding my teeth because I'm feeling so impatient. I want a new song/MV to come out by them right now D;

To be honest, I didn't like Infinite at first but everyone loved them so I played their songs over and over wherever I went. Like 'Paradise' was a nice song but it was different (like the beat). The same thing with 'Can you Smile'  BUT then, 'She's Back' was on my recommendation list on Youtube for a very long time and seemed as if it wouldn't go away (lol) so I played it. That song was just amazing to me and no matter how many times I play it, it doesn't get old and annoying to me <3 Now I like all their songs. And also,  Dongwoo irritated me soo much. Not gonna lie, I didn't like his looks because he looked like a Gorilla to me. And his overbite was just seriously ridiculous to me. How mean does that sound ): Now that I'm back into the right mind, I think him as very cute and someone very interesting I would like to know more about too bad I pay more attention to Teen Top and Big Bang knowing every little detail about each one of them (If someone quizzes me on them, I will probably fail BUT STILL). Anyways back on topic, THAT TEASER IS KILLING ME!! Like it sounds like this song is gonna be the best of the best. I can't even. And you know what, I always end up being the last one to see the new Infinite MV! I'm all subscribed but it never shows up -.- ONLY with Infinite. I find out when the gifs of the MV's have over 100 notes on Tumblr -_______- -sigh-

It's 3:40 AM and I'm just listening to nice music (I'm listening to '잘 지내나요-성시경' right now :D) while listening to it rain hard. Ahhhh~ I was all jumpy from that Infinite teaser and now i'm relaxed. This is just so relaxing ^__^ . Can every early morning be like this please. I never go to bed before midnight so it's all silent yet it has never felt as relaxing as like right now.

lately, i have been putting vaseline onto my eyelashes because i got desperate xD i usually have very thick nice long eyelashes but of course you don't really acknowledge stuff like this (good things about yourself) but i basically wore this horrid mascara and always put layers over layers and when time to take it off, i just rip it off LOL which usually rips off some of my eyelashes too -.- Sandra (my bestfriend) said how longer and thicker her eyelashes have gotten  from using it. I'm just like ''LIES. IT CLOGS LE PORES MAKING THEM FALL OUT''. i wanna cry at how purfect my eyelashes look to me ;~; i honestly have no idea why it makes your eyelashes grows BUT IT DOES. so happehh~i shall post a pic of my eyelashes:

So pretteh ;D

I have nothing to brag about, complain about or fangirl about. I've been doing absolutely nothing lately. I'm watching ''In-Sun is Pretty'' (korean drama)  but only on episode 6. So far, it's sort of boring and not entertaining  to be honest (well it's a romance so what should expect, people making jokes at every corner? smh @ me). The lead character in this show is Kim Hyun Joo. ughhh. I have no problems with her and enjoyed dramas I've seen in the past with her in it but for some reason, she annoys me. I don't know why. Her acting is good, yes but it's probably her voice or her laugh that annoys me. She always plays the role of someone who is always smiling and super nice. It's annoying to me. But then again, she's probably not like that in real life so I shouldn't be talking crap lol. Because i suck at coding and using photoshop, i have absolutely nothing to do so i will put a smile on my face and enjoy this drama and start to like Kim Hyun Joo and be grateful towards her.

Balonga

It's 1:06 AM and right now, I'm usually doing schoolwork but nooOoOO00ooooo. I'm feeling very blowed right now. BLOWED. Everyone has greed and jealous of a person who something they want or has something more than them. Nerds in school are jealous of the popular girl is jealous of the girl she knows for a fact is prettier than her. I find that annoying. Yeah, you're at a immature age in school BUT STILL. Get a life. If someone ever heard me say that. they would call me a rude/mean or say it's not that big of a deal. Like people act like i'm a freak for being annoyed by dumb people in school. But honestly, they get mad and try to start fights over nothing. For example, a girl will call herself the b word like 'YEAH, I'M A BETCH WAHHA I KNOWZ LULULL' but when another girl goes, 'yeah that girl is bxxxch, i don't really like her' , the girl wants to beat her up. LIKE WHY. WHY! You just called yourself that like 90965075907 times so what you expect the girl not to think that?

Wow why am I going on about that? Basically I think people my age are annoying and get all sad or mad or simple things. It feels as if i'm the only person who thinks about REALISTIC things. I think about my future and what I will do for a career and what are things I can change so that next year my grades will improve LOL. I barely cared about boyfriends or whether people liked me or not. Let me just point out that I said BARELY. Anyways continuing what I meant to talk about in the first place. My dream jobs and my dreams all together are unrealistic. Dream jobs? Professional model and Cosmetologist. Oh I can make a minimum wage by working in a salon and still survive for sure. BUT do you know how I picture myself in the future? Traveling to probably Asian countries and having a very nice house and car, and having a walk-in closet full of clothes and shoes and accessories I actually like and could actually purchase without thinking about the price that much. Thinking realistically, I will probably not become a professional model and not own a salon that everyone in town books to get their hair, makeup and nails done at because I'm the best (ahahaa). Yet, I can't slap this realistic dream out my head. I think I will get there with hope, faith, and effort. Like you never know so I will keep working towards this dream. Being a little poor girl with an unrealistic dream.

Oh you know, just going through youtube as usual looking at le videos~~~ OH OH, a very rich girl who does absolutely nothing. I don't think you understand how mad that makes me. They will always defend themselves and say they worked hard to where they got. Yeah okay maybe true, but just look at you. All you do is show up at a party and get paid. I WISH I COULD SHOW UP TO A PARTY AND JUST GET PAID FOR THAT! Who wouldn't want to get paid for having fun? But I mean they were bloggers too. Famous blogs. There blog probably got famous for there interesting posts yeah? But look at their posts now... ALL ADVERTISING LIKE REALLY. Not all blogs you know. Like Xiaxue (waa I love her). Atleast her advertising stuff aren't 7 pages long and really boring. PLUS, if you don't wanna read all of it, she has very nice edited pictures in there (lul). I mean don't people pay these people to advertise there stuff? But it's so boring and they talk so much I don't even get to where they start talking about the product. But like Xiaxue's makes me go,''Waaaa so cool :D wanna buy right meow'' but too bad I live in America O; and broke half of the time LOL. BUT YEAH. You people who suck and do absolutely nothing just abort yourself. Lol I'm not even serious anymore. At first I was mad but I'm just laughing and feeling. This post is just very confusing but still gonna publish this dumb post and put very pointless tags because this is just no. I can't even. IS THIS A JOKE? Answer yourself yes. Yes, you can think of it as a joke