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It's 1:06 AM and right now, I'm usually doing schoolwork but nooOoOO00ooooo. I'm feeling very blowed right now. BLOWED. Everyone has greed and jealous of a person who something they want or has something more than them. Nerds in school are jealous of the popular girl is jealous of the girl she knows for a fact is prettier than her. I find that annoying. Yeah, you're at a immature age in school BUT STILL. Get a life. If someone ever heard me say that. they would call me a rude/mean or say it's not that big of a deal. Like people act like i'm a freak for being annoyed by dumb people in school. But honestly, they get mad and try to start fights over nothing. For example, a girl will call herself the b word like 'YEAH, I'M A BETCH WAHHA I KNOWZ LULULL' but when another girl goes, 'yeah that girl is bxxxch, i don't really like her' , the girl wants to beat her up. LIKE WHY. WHY! You just called yourself that like 90965075907 times so what you expect the girl not to think that?

Wow why am I going on about that? Basically I think people my age are annoying and get all sad or mad or simple things. It feels as if i'm the only person who thinks about REALISTIC things. I think about my future and what I will do for a career and what are things I can change so that next year my grades will improve LOL. I barely cared about boyfriends or whether people liked me or not. Let me just point out that I said BARELY. Anyways continuing what I meant to talk about in the first place. My dream jobs and my dreams all together are unrealistic. Dream jobs? Professional model and Cosmetologist. Oh I can make a minimum wage by working in a salon and still survive for sure. BUT do you know how I picture myself in the future? Traveling to probably Asian countries and having a very nice house and car, and having a walk-in closet full of clothes and shoes and accessories I actually like and could actually purchase without thinking about the price that much. Thinking realistically, I will probably not become a professional model and not own a salon that everyone in town books to get their hair, makeup and nails done at because I'm the best (ahahaa). Yet, I can't slap this realistic dream out my head. I think I will get there with hope, faith, and effort. Like you never know so I will keep working towards this dream. Being a little poor girl with an unrealistic dream.

Oh you know, just going through youtube as usual looking at le videos~~~ OH OH, a very rich girl who does absolutely nothing. I don't think you understand how mad that makes me. They will always defend themselves and say they worked hard to where they got. Yeah okay maybe true, but just look at you. All you do is show up at a party and get paid. I WISH I COULD SHOW UP TO A PARTY AND JUST GET PAID FOR THAT! Who wouldn't want to get paid for having fun? But I mean they were bloggers too. Famous blogs. There blog probably got famous for there interesting posts yeah? But look at their posts now... ALL ADVERTISING LIKE REALLY. Not all blogs you know. Like Xiaxue (waa I love her). Atleast her advertising stuff aren't 7 pages long and really boring. PLUS, if you don't wanna read all of it, she has very nice edited pictures in there (lul). I mean don't people pay these people to advertise there stuff? But it's so boring and they talk so much I don't even get to where they start talking about the product. But like Xiaxue's makes me go,''Waaaa so cool :D wanna buy right meow'' but too bad I live in America O; and broke half of the time LOL. BUT YEAH. You people who suck and do absolutely nothing just abort yourself. Lol I'm not even serious anymore. At first I was mad but I'm just laughing and feeling. This post is just very confusing but still gonna publish this dumb post and put very pointless tags because this is just no. I can't even. IS THIS A JOKE? Answer yourself yes. Yes, you can think of it as a joke