Waaa~

Last year, I didn’t care about what day of the week it was. Half of the time I didn’t know what day it was! But now that I’m back in school, I’m the happiest walking home Friday afternoons. My walk home today I was more happy because it’s a 3-day weekend! :D

So many tests and studying made me so exhausted this week. Even though I will have to study a lot over the weekend (LOL)..I feel as if I will go back to school feeling refreshed.

Relaxing, listening to k-indie & drinking tea~

My favorite tea at the moment!

Yeah, this is me right now. Everything feels perfect. I will capture this moment in my mind okay okay and save it for later when I complain about life.

Things that have made me happy over these past few weeks? Hmmm….Well of course hearing about Xiaxue being pregnant!! I cried okay I was so happy. I do not care what anyone says, she will be one the best moms to exist. So many people sending her hate because they are honestly stupid. Just because she’s very blunt and honest, that means she will be a bad mother? Just because she sticks up for herself and doesn’t let people who bully/harass her get away with it, that means she will be a bad mother? Even though most of us think we know everything about someone via internet, guess what! YOU DON’T. Xiaxue will be the cutest mother alive and people hating on her for that. WOW WHAT IS SO WRONG WITH A CHILD HAVING A CUTE MOMMY. One last thing I would like to say about this is during pregnancy, mothers get this bond with their baby in their womb because that is their baby, child, their soon-to-be everything. It’s sickening how people could even think she would do anything to harm her OWN child.

Wow I was talking about what made me happy but that situation also irritated me. ~Moving on~

What would I do without my bestfriend??? Would I even be alive right now? How would my future have turned out if I didn’t meet her? We both made a big differences in each other’s life (of course in a good way). All the things we’ve been through together, brought us very close together. I’m so grateful to have a wonderful friend like her and basically everyday, she makes me laugh or puts a smile on my face. If it’s a bad day, she will try her best to cheer me up. Even though I’m mean and tell her to shut up, I am thankful towards her hahaha but technically she makes me feel better because after I tell her to shut up, I literally burst out into a laugh! It’s nice to know someone actually cares about me. She’s so perfect and sometimes I feel as if I don’t deserve to have her as my best friend. But I know she loves me and she will always be my bizotch for life ♥

People who don’t know us suspect that we are gay (seriously LOL) and sometimes shocked or jealous that a friendship like ours exist. WE ARE THE DEFINITION OF PERFECT BFFLZ GUISE~

The last thing that made me happy? My crush~ To be honest, he probably doesn’t even know I exist LOL. I don’t mind though because just seeing his face from the corner of my eye makes me happy. If anyone knew this, they would probably think of this as really depressing haha. He’s in none of my classes and if  I’m lucky, I get to see him twice in the hallway. I am not dumb, I know that he’s way out of my league and have 0 chances with him. ha ha ha. I really don’t have much to offer to someone in a relationship though. Love & company is all I can provide but sometimes that is not enough. Also, I’m the biggest weirdo so yeah… Anyways, when I look at him (even from my little glances) I can tell what type of personality he has and I just adore it very much and he has the cutest face alive. Even if I stop liking him, I will still adore him. Having a crush on a person is so cute okay and I think I enjoy it without being all dreadful because I’m not expecting anything in return from him.

Ahh I feel full~ But I’m also freezing

bye.