This week has been really stressful for me because it was the last week of school we were able to boost up our grades and turn in stuff before finals next week where we just come to take our finals Monday-Wednesday and go home. Well I don’t know about other kids, I stay be on my grades jock as in I check it everyday and well, my grade was horribly low in math and I really couldn’t comprehend that and she gave us projects that most of us couldn’t understand and said we couldn’t turn it in a day late so I got even more frustrated and seriously wanted to give up on life because there was absolutely no hope for me with a freaking 59. YES A 59! She handed out our progress reports on Friday where I guess she finally put the last of our grades in and I didn’t even want to look at mine and I just folded it but everyone was talking about their grades so I just had the urge to open it and see what I was missing and the bottom said 67…..67!! I know I slacked off this year so I wasn’t expecting me to have spectacular grades at all but I really didn’t understand how my grade could be low when I only didn’t turn in about 3 home works in the whole semester. Also, not trying to speak badly of my math teacher that I had second semester but I didn’t learn as well from her compared to my first semester math teacher. Last year I didn’t learn anything math related at all except Pythagorean Theorem and halfway learned slopes for my retake for the government test fml. Anyways, I passed first semester with a 85% like thank you teacher, honestly all props to you for breaking it down so well to us fellow students. My second semester math teacher just so fast and doesn’t really go in depth as you would want because she think ‘this is sooo easy! it’s like a review for you guys!’. Like excuse you no it’s not a review for me okay! What makes it more hard, I don’t really talk to anyone in math class and when I do, they act all annoyed when I ask for help. When I ask my friends for help in other classes they go, ‘Are you in honors or something????’ like no I’m in CP how embarrassing >.>
My finals schedule for next week:
Monday : Math and Health
Tuesday: Biology and History
Wednesday: Guided Study and Language Arts
My friends are thinking about chilling on Wednesday morning instead of going to guided study because really, you’re going to be in there for 2 hours doing nothing. I said I would tag along but now I’m thinking, I want to sleep in tsk. Tonight I will start studying crazy for math and continue to do so on Sunday. Health is very basic and simple so I won’t really study in depth for that.
I feel like I’m the only person who wasn’t really excited for summer at first. At the end of the year is when I started getting open and enjoying my freshman year. But then I remember that I would spend all that time that I would spend in school at work, studying Korean, hanging with my friends and getting fit! I’ve been stuffing my face all day today fml probably going to workout with my sister in a few now that I remembered how much I ate.
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