Even though I make horrid grades, school takes up most of my time even on the weekends. My hours at work have been cut back like A LOT. The first semester ends in December and I need to push my grades up in 3 classes before it ends. I always got pretty bad grades but not to the point I end up failing a semester. It never seeped in until now how much failing a class would affect me and how hurtful it would be. Instead of studying for my test on Halloween night, I ended up hanging out with my friend until 10:30PM; I was so freaking tired I just ended up going to sleep without even washing my face or taking a shower –sigh-. I just realized today was November and that I only have one month to pull up my grades…I just failed a test yesterday in Chemistry which I could’ve easily passed if I studied a little the night before.
Yeah I have nothing positive or exciting to update about. Lately, I’ve just been extremely sad about the most irrelevant things if you think about it. The saddest thing should be my awful grades oh my goodness. I know I shouldn’t stress about it more, but if you had my grades (which are horrible so I won’t share), then I think you would also be stressing.
I have now caught a cold (I believe) and well, hopefully I do not update my blog until December reaches because I seriously need to spend the rest of this month with my head in a book. it’s 9:38AM and I would usually be on Tumblr or watching a Korean drama as soon as I wake up but no, today I will try to study okay ^^
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