YIPEE

Today is a good day. VERY good day. Yesterday,  I took the math retest (government test) So I no longer have to study or take notes on math. There was only two things I didn’t know: some ‘n’ and ‘u’ looking symbols I probably learned in 4th grade and then graphing slope. If people knew this, they probably think I’m dumb or something but whatever! I honestly never really learned about slopes and rise and blahblahblah. I just feel really happy right now because studying/learning math is honestly depressing especially because I’m homeschooled and never went to live online classes at all this year. I feel happy now, but if I failed this test again and they seriously choose to put me back a grade, I will cry and my mom would be so mean to me for the rest of my years in school. She might even be mean to me while in college!! This year, I was expecting to get all F’s (YES F) and my mom was expected C’s and D’s but you know what, guess what I got on my report card? Seriously just guess~~ I GOT FREAKING A’S, B’S AND C’S!!! No D’s or F’s. And because my mom was expecting the worse, all she said was “I’ll let these C’s slide….”. THANK YOU JESUS. I prayed and read some really comforting scriptures but you know, it’s all up to me not God or Jesus if I passed. It’s not their test so they didn’t have to study, I did –.- and you know what sucks, I only missed about 3 classes and most of the classes I went to I didn’t write a summary on it so I didn’t get credit and I barely went on the website they gave us to use to “study” with because I honestly thought it sucked. Every session of class I watched, helped me and all the info got sucked into my head the only thing that didn’t stick was slope blah!!! (lol I forgot what it’s name okay) They had like 20 questions on the test about not just 5, 20!!!! I was expecting to pass but barely pass but now after seeing it, I don’t think I will even pas ): but not thinking negative and not going to be all depressed and cry about how sucky I think I did because I just think that will jinx me. But now that I’m done with the test, no more studying math!! YAAAY. Meaning my whole focus will be on languages now. Lately, I have been remembering Korean phrases and speaking Korean-English. Big difference just by watching dramas ;D and lately, I’ve been so interested in Chinese language and deciding on when I learn Chinese, whether I’m going to learn Cantonese and/or Mandarin.  That will probably take me the longest to learn but I think I will learn it fast but I have to put that all on pause because once I’m fluent with Korean, I have to learn Spanish AGAIN. My mom thinks it’s important if I learn Spanish because you can get a job if you speak both English and Spanish. How annoying. People never believed that I was pretty fluent in Spanish because when I sang some lyrics of songs, I never actually read the lyrics and basically spoke gibberish type of Spanish when singing some songs ahahahah. But I really could understand the language but for some reason, it always takes me like 5 seconds to fully understand what the person says in Spanish so I look very blonde when someone is trying to talk to me in Spanish. Where I used to live, there were a lot of cocky Hispanics who thought they were better than everyone. It was really strange because I was still trying to find myself and since I was really into Spanish music back then, people thought I was a weirdo and wished I was Hispanic and thought I looked dumb. Makes no sense since my mom’s family is basically Venezuelan and my native tongue is not Spanish so yes (I would say it’s Spanglish LOL), when I was 9, I didn’t know some words and maybe I looked dumb. Back then, it would bother me when people wouldn’t believe me but I find it quite hilarious when situations like that happen now. (it rarely happens BUT STILL). I can honestly say I’m Hispanic, Native, Indian and so on if I want because technically I am. I enjoy being mixed because it’s different cultures mashed into one but can be annoying. In the past, I would circle in Hispanic on a test sheet but now, I think it’s none of the school’s business to be honest. I for some reason they use that against me in some sort of way. And explaining to people my ethnicity.. SO ANNOYING. Why am I going on about this???????? I swear I have ADD. This is another annoying post and hopefully nobody actually read this BUT WHATEVER CUZ YOLO haha. Going to listen to soothing music and study, watch the rest of this drama, and study some more Korean~~ Agh I really gotta peeeeeeeeeeeeee.