RIP Amanda Todd

Just read an article about Amanda Todd  here

I am angry and tears about to fall down my cheeks. This is disgusting. How can you be that evil? How are you even human??

A lot of young people do not realize how precious life is and how much you can mess it up with one little mood. They live in the moment acting as if torturing this girl is cool and fun. Immature pricks.

The whole world is now empathizing about her death. Everyone on Facebook writing how bullying should stop and how much they cared that this girl died. The majority of these people writing these statuses ARE bullies. HYPOCRITES. And will you even remember who Amanda is tomorrow? She deserved to live. It wasn’t her time to leave the world and I bet you she didn’t want to leave but she had no choice..

Her options were very limited and death would end the pain soon. She tried to make things better by avoiding these triggering situations but they just followed her. She moved!! And you still had the nerve to follow her and torture her. Why?? I don’t think she deserved it. I don’t think anyone deserves to be put through that. She probably felt as if she was being pushed into a corner and no escape. If she had at least one person by her side, she could've survived. Is she poisonous? A disease? How could all her friends leave her over a petty situation like this? I do not understand. It seems as if they weren’t as close to her or her real friends because they left her side. I hope God understands her and takes her in making her feel loved because I think that was what she really wanted. I want to say a million bad words to these inhumane people but that would make me just as bad as them. “You will never understand until it happens to you”. None of the people that knew her didn’t understand her therefore she never really had empathy while she was alive, struggling. I wish someone could’ve helped her. It really breaks my heart to hear about someone (ANYONE) committing suicide. Feeling suicidal feels….horrible. Crying so much to the point you can’t even breathe and to the point your eyes are blurred from all the tears in it. You feel so alone. You wish you could do something about the situation but you can’t and knowing that makes you cry more than before. You try your best not to self harm and you just give in which eventually makes you feel worthless. Bullies laugh, act as if they don’t care that they are putting the victim of their actions in so much pain. What would it take to make these people finally open their eyes? This beautiful girl is dead. Gone. She will never come back to life and get to actually experience life. And to be honest, I’m not going to promote and lecture about calling a suicide hotline when you’re suicidal. Who would actually think about calling during that moment? Also what can those people do to make the person change their minds? Say ‘it’s not worth it’ and typical crap like that? OH. Will you call my parents too? Good job, make things 10x worse. The only person who can stop you during that moment is YOURSELF. I really hope that I won't hear about another suicide on the news. But how could I expect that in a world full of heartless people? Sigh

PS: She was very beautiful

I hope your soul actually does rest in peace.