Feeling Good ^^

I will be straight forward about this okay….

I didn’t make the soccer team.

We had to look at the list full of names to see if we made it and my name wasn’t on it. I cried because I just felt like I didn’t put in a lot of effort because being so lazy (I recently put on 30lbs okay) and also being a pushover! But after a while I was grateful I didn’t make it because I know I have to do a lot more training and I really do want both of the girl soccer teams for my school to win a lot and I would’ve probably prevented that from happening with my not so well skills LOL. I am going to soccer camp this summer so I know I will make the team next year. This was a great experience for me because I had really bad social anxiety and I am proud for myself for making progress, training with a bunch of girls I didn’t know, having to ask them questions etc. Even though I didn’t make the team, I see some of the girls in the bathroom or hallways and they are just like “hey!” aha. I now know more people in the school other than my groups of friends and classmates in my classes. Doing soccer made me finally get off my butt and be active also which I’m so happy about. I’m ready to shred all this weight! If you didn’t know yet, shuffling is one my hobbies (Melbourne, Electro & Malaysian shuffle ftw!). Right now I just paused shuffling to some Techno to finally update about the results haha.

“Hard work is another word for success”

Oh yeaaahh, I got that quote from the drama ‘To the Beautiful You’ and it’s my favorite! I honestly live by this quote and just repeating it in my head makes me pat the dirt off of me when I fall down. If you’re having a rough day or even a bad week, just remember that sadness is only temporary. That is not only emotion you hold! Eventually that frown will turn upside down and be cheesing like crazy. I’m so grateful that I made it through those roughs and still be able to alive right and experience the bad things even the bad stuff. Yes, I just said some words of wisdom and whoever read this, you’re welcome beautiful haha.

Also 2 songs I’m enjoying right now:

Was actually shocked to hear this song since it would be recommended K-pop and sounds so different compared to typical songs you would hear in the K-pop industry. This songs makes to excited to hear what K-pop is going to transform into this year.

Simon O’Shine….My goodness. He makes the best uplifting trance mixes!! All my close friends know that his mixes are known for making me cry! I haven’t listened to him since the beginning of last year due to YouTube going on a cleaning spree and deleting videos of tracks by him that I enjoyed the most –.- Now I can’t stop listening him. He is extremely amazing. If you like uplifting trance and never listened to him, give him a shot~

Still full of energy so I will finish this shuffle session~

Bringing back the 90’s

I just finished watching a Korean movie called Project Makeover.

The main character is ‘depressed’. Her first love from high school is famous and she sees his face everywhere. Because of regret, she blames him for all her misery. She gets a chance to go back in time and fix it all up. During her journey she realizes someone that adores and cares for the younger her all this time and tries to set him up with her but that doesn’t really work out and I guess you could blame it on fate. After all her trying, she still came out with the same outcome but I guess that was alright since it was an experience that was eye opening to her.
I really enjoyed this movie. If couldn’t tell by now, it is a romantic comedy. It reminds me of Reply 1997 (Korean drama) because this movie also has a 90’s hip-hop group included. I think I liked this movie 10x more just because of the 90’s group. It makes me wish that I grew up in the 90’s and knew about Korean Pop and Hip-Hop. I personally like it the music and also their dance moves are so much simpler compared to Korean groups today! Like seriously, I always wanted to be one of those people singing a long to my favorite groups song and dancing their whole routine and just being the biggest fan girl ever okay. That really isn’t possible when they do advanced and multiple dance steps. Maybe this is why I like K-indie more…because they don’t dance and just sing. I’m just kidding (I think) I really enjoyed the song they played in movie

I can’t help but laugh as I watch and listen because I just find this very cute in a way.

Also I really enjoyed H.O.T’s song that was played a lot in Reply 1997!

What if I go through a phase where I just listen to old Korean groups like these? I hope I do!!  That would be awesome even though it probably won’t happen. I will tryyyyyy.

Infinite H

I am personally a big fan of Infinite. I usually end up finding about stuff late but this time, I found out just in time. Infinite’s Hoya and Dongwoo did a Hip-Hop influenced album called ‘Fly High’. The day I saw the preview for the songs on the album was the day these songs were supposed to release but it’s not uploaded onto Infinite’s official YouTube (wooliment+infinitehome) and Infinite H doesn’t have their own YouTube yet (according to my searches). I was actually pretty excited to hear the songs off of this album but obviously can’t hear them because I don’t know where to go to listen to it except for the only one that has been released so far with a MV: Special Girl

The album preview:

Special Girl:

My favorite songs off the album that I can remember off the top of my head was track 1 & 3 (I probably liked more but too lazy to replay right now ;-;)

I am subscribed to someone who translates Korean songs into English & Hangeul and was able to find 3 audios off the albums. Boo, I want to hear it all and wish it was more official (as in uploaded on Infinite’s account first) If you want to check out their YouTube, click here. I also just now found a video that has the full audio to this album.

I know this sounds stupid but low quality of the picture in this video is bothering. I really wish this was official but this should do! Dongwoo is my favorite out of everyone in Infinite so I guess I’m more happy for him than Hoya. I wanted to see Dongwoo in the spotlight more and I also wanted to see him singing more but then again, he is a rapper which is fine since he is a really good rapper! I hope Infinite H is really successful at what they are trying to do and raise the pride of the Infinite brothers! Ahh love this so much ^^

01.15.13

At first, I didn’t have anything to talk about since not much was going on my life and was just waiting for some new songs to come but I had to move fast all of a sudden. I finally got internet last night so I’m in my bedroom chilling on my computer. This is usually paradise to me except that it’s freezing and it smells like an old basement so I gag every time I take a big whiff –.- I’ve also been busy with school since it’s the beginning of semester 2 and I joined the soccer team (OMFG WOW LOOK SEE I DID IT~) It’s sprinkling outside and not that much cold so why is my room freezing? my home shoes used to make my feet sweat at my old house (kept my feet so cozy!) but my feet feel like they are about to fall off even with socks on under.

Last semester I said I was going to study and do my best. I’m not going to put myself down and say I didn’t try because I really did. The computer was extremely distracting. Doing my homework or studying wasn’t happening until I finished my episode of an Korean drama for the day (especially if it’s airing at the time omo). As usual, I’m a lonely loser haha but I guess I got used to it since I’m used to the school and the people. The past few days I’ve been looking like a bum but when I see my crush in the hall, he looks at me but not with a disgusted and that just makes me feel 10x better. Lately I’ve been pretty down because when I got a physical done 2 weeks ago, I found out that I actually gained about 30 pounds! There is literally nothing I can do about it though. My house is extremely cold so don’t even think I will move much in here and my mom acts as if I have to earn rides to the gym. That makes no sense to me at all. She complains about my weight and knows how bad I want to lose it. Out of all things, why do I have to earn the gym? It’s pointless pointing about it since that won’t change much. I hope she just gives in a takes me soon ok. I have practice all week today so I guess that pays off for this week. I didn’t go today because I forgot to tell my mom before she went to work. You know what I just noticed though? I’m home alone……I’m really curious because it’s always at least one person home in my house (because there is so many of us). Wow I just really miss my old house okay. I’ve been whining the whole time we been here. I hate everything about this house and wish I could be sleeping in my cozy warm room. I don’t think anyone understands how much this smell bothers me. I think I rather have my leg broken and feel the excruciating pain for a whole 24 hours than smell this nasty smell. I’ve wasted about 2 bottles of perfume in this room so far. PLEASE NASTY SMELL, GO AWAY. Also something bothersome about Georgia is that that have communities/complexes. It’s as if it’s a normal neighborhood in the inside but thee is only one entrance and exit so if you live all the way in the back, instead of going on the main road right off your street, you have to drive about ten minutes back to the entrance. Just typing about the cons about this house and area is putting me in a pissy mood.

When writing, I like to stay in order with the topics but that didn’t really happen. Today I was finally able to here B.A.P’s new song, Rain Sound.

To be honest, I was expecting something different. I thought the beat would be different and that they would be singing a lot but I shouldn’t be shocked since that isn’t their style in the first place. Wowwowowow, so many songs to listen to~ The song I’m listening to at the moment:

So pretty^^ uhoh then 20 minutes later I’m listening to Breathe Carolina~ h y p o c r i t e  s w a g g~

Freezing to death and this post is just a complete mess bye.

Block B breaking up???

Scrolling through Twitter and someone tweets that they will cry if Block B disbands.

I think every K-pop fan loves Block B and are probably grieving right now. I have not heard about them splitting up but they are going to court to break from the agency they are currently in

(Photo snap from Tumblr)

Just making this post so you’re clear about what is going on. They are going through another problem and we need to be there for them. Sticking by their side and cheering them on. With our support, things will probably turn out positive (It should! How are you NOT gonna pay Block B?!! Do you not know how hard they worked??! As if you’re not grateful of them and all the work they do. And then you steal from their parents. Tsk Tsk Tsk.)