At first, I didn’t have anything to talk about since not much was going on my life and was just waiting for some new songs to come but I had to move fast all of a sudden. I finally got internet last night so I’m in my bedroom chilling on my computer. This is usually paradise to me except that it’s freezing and it smells like an old basement so I gag every time I take a big whiff –.- I’ve also been busy with school since it’s the beginning of semester 2 and I joined the soccer team (OMFG WOW LOOK SEE I DID IT~) It’s sprinkling outside and not that much cold so why is my room freezing? my home shoes used to make my feet sweat at my old house (kept my feet so cozy!) but my feet feel like they are about to fall off even with socks on under.
Last semester I said I was going to study and do my best. I’m not going to put myself down and say I didn’t try because I really did. The computer was extremely distracting. Doing my homework or studying wasn’t happening until I finished my episode of an Korean drama for the day (especially if it’s airing at the time omo). As usual, I’m a lonely loser haha but I guess I got used to it since I’m used to the school and the people. The past few days I’ve been looking like a bum but when I see my crush in the hall, he looks at me but not with a disgusted and that just makes me feel 10x better. Lately I’ve been pretty down because when I got a physical done 2 weeks ago, I found out that I actually gained about 30 pounds! There is literally nothing I can do about it though. My house is extremely cold so don’t even think I will move much in here and my mom acts as if I have to earn rides to the gym. That makes no sense to me at all. She complains about my weight and knows how bad I want to lose it. Out of all things, why do I have to earn the gym? It’s pointless pointing about it since that won’t change much. I hope she just gives in a takes me soon ok. I have practice all week today so I guess that pays off for this week. I didn’t go today because I forgot to tell my mom before she went to work. You know what I just noticed though? I’m home alone……I’m really curious because it’s always at least one person home in my house (because there is so many of us). Wow I just really miss my old house okay. I’ve been whining the whole time we been here. I hate everything about this house and wish I could be sleeping in my cozy warm room. I don’t think anyone understands how much this smell bothers me. I think I rather have my leg broken and feel the excruciating pain for a whole 24 hours than smell this nasty smell. I’ve wasted about 2 bottles of perfume in this room so far. PLEASE NASTY SMELL, GO AWAY. Also something bothersome about Georgia is that that have communities/complexes. It’s as if it’s a normal neighborhood in the inside but thee is only one entrance and exit so if you live all the way in the back, instead of going on the main road right off your street, you have to drive about ten minutes back to the entrance. Just typing about the cons about this house and area is putting me in a pissy mood.
When writing, I like to stay in order with the topics but that didn’t really happen. Today I was finally able to here B.A.P’s new song, Rain Sound.
To be honest, I was expecting something different. I thought the beat would be different and that they would be singing a lot but I shouldn’t be shocked since that isn’t their style in the first place. Wowwowowow, so many songs to listen to~ The song I’m listening to at the moment:
So pretty^^ uhoh then 20 minutes later I’m listening to Breathe Carolina~ h y p o c r i t e s w a g g~
Freezing to death and this post is just a complete mess bye.
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