04.29.13

Every time I start writing a blog post, and about 95% finished, I erase it all. A lot of stuff have been irritating me and I would like to scream at all these people but then think, “Why not release how you feel through writing? Don’t explode on people just walk it out and then write”.  I then start writing and just erase when close to publishing haha because I don’t want to start more conflicts (already annoyed, don’t get annoyed more with these topics). I have nothing to talk about because for these next few weeks, I will be living a typical life of a teenager: moving, applying for jobs, studying for finals and taking finals. UgH at least these would be my last tests for the year! But then I have to squeeze in all these assignments to bring my grade up and also talk to teachers so I can get the classes I want next year =.=

I don’t even want to think about school right now even though I have to go study for my Math test tomorrow boooooooo

G-DRAGON–미치 GO

Seen multiple of different girls of GD on Tumblr today (Publishing a day late sorry~)! At first I didn’t think that he released a new song because the whole time, I thought that was Zion T in that first gif! After I realized it was GD (only realized from tags fml), I frantically went on YouTube to see if would be on my feed and it was HA HA  ~ S U C C E S S ~

MV for ‘미치’

Of course I was excited to listen and see if he did something new, interesting, and original as he usually does but actually the only thing different in this song (in my opinion) is the theme of the MV and the dubstep kind of sounding beat. It seems like something so typical of him and reminds me a lot of his other recent songs (this were my day 1 thoughts, slowly changes after hearing on day 2, you’ll see~)

Only 14 seconds in and it reminds me of ‘Crayon’ MV

The weird fidgeting also reminded me of ‘Crayon’ MV

Besides little things like that, I really enjoyed the music video! mainly the people in the mask and his big feet hahaha. I think we all know that GD is known for doing crazy stuff like this. People are comparing ‘Crayon’ and ‘미치 Go’ to each other to see which one is more crazy and I think ‘미치Go’ is WAY more crazy. It has more scenes and stuff going on in the MV and also in the song! You could get away with blasting ‘ Get your Crayon! WOO WOO WOO!’ while in the car with your windows down but you might get some weird faces when blasting ‘미치 Go’ in the public.

I enjoyed the dance moves he started doing when the ‘beat dropped’ (just compare that part of the song to that ok!). My friends and I made a K-pop fan page  on Facebook (please go check it out! click here) and I posted this video and commented on the video basically saying that it seems awesome but it hasn’t interested me that much yet but probably will after a few more listens. It is now my second day of hearing it and I actually like it more than the first time I heard it. I will admit, I didn’t like ‘One of A Kind’ for about the first week of when it came out. I took me a while to finally be all excited to click the replay button (it’s now one of my favs by him now waa~) If you also didn’t like from the first listen, don’t lose hope and re-listen a couple more times!

The boys (Big Bang) are incredibly amazing and you get to see them shine bright individually when they make songs separately on their own. We see more solo music from GD than from any of them which is driving me nuts because my bias was TOP then was all of them equally and now it’s going to be GD! Step your game up boys and make as much solo songs as GD and matter of fact, make more new songs together (or should I say publish?)!

Ending this post with a picture of GD with this curly wig on! He really looks good with it~

Update–4/16/13; Upgrading

My spring break is over! It is Tuesday (2:26AM wtf) and I’m back in school and things are more serious. There is only 5 weeks and a half left of school so teachers are talking about joining study groups, staying after school to get work done and trying to give us as much extra credit as we can get. I know I’m late in the game but I think I will take school serious this time. I always talked in the past how I wanted to do good in school but never really did simply because I didn’t notice all my weaknesses until now. Even though I blocked off all distracting websites, sat in a room with all my work in front of me, I wouldn’t get any work done and it was just because of the environment. I rather workout, clean the house and probably even rake the yard than do my work. Yes, I am one of the biggest procrastinators ever. I stayed after school one time and that was the only time I really got a serious amount of work done! My teacher said when she was in college, she could never study anywhere but the library and thankfully she told me that because it has made me serious and I’m planning to stay back at school as much as I can. My grades are not horrible but you would look somewhat disappointed if you saw them. I still have enough time to get my grades to be really good at the end of this year. Also, I noticed a while back I would only do my homework if it was written in my agenda so I started to think maybe I should start scheduling what I do on weekdays so I keep on track and don’t fall behind. I have hope again but really, I really wish that I will seriously follow through with this. If this works for me for the rest of this school year, I will definitely use these techniques for the rest of my high school and also when I get into college! I’m really really thinking about scheduling because I want to become more serious with gaming and I’m really bad right now because I never play much and hope to play more games in the future but during the time I’m still in school so hopefully this works out. I stopped studying Korean for a while because I studied it more than I studied my school which is more important right now. Unlike schoolwork, Korean isn’t as difficult (have been studying, listening to their music and watching their shows too much for this to be really difficult for me) and the lessons are really organized but there over 50! I need to knock them down one by one but I simply don’t have time for it but it’s okay Korean, I’ll be back when I get my life scheduled and worked out –.-

I’m starting to take everything more serious right now as if I’m realizing more than before. I was extremely lazy to go down to places to get interviews for jobs but I actually need to start taking that seriously. There are so many stuff I need and want that I won’t be able to get unless I get a job (#life). If you read my older blog posts, I had really bad social anxiety and simply do not like interacting with stuff and people at school but I think we have an exception! I will probably put all my effort to not let my problems get to me, talk to others and find out information. I’m going to start playing violin in school next year but that won’t happen if I don’t open my mouth and makes plans for that to happen myself.  Also, I learned my lesson from not making the soccer team (sigh, freaking hard way leh) so will train during the summer well! Actually I might join lacrosse instead but we will see when summer starts. I really hope I keep up this positive thinking and keep trying no matter what happens because all these expectations and plans I’m making won’t ever happen unless I make a move and it happen myself!

My sleeping schedule is off due to just getting off spring break so I’m up but I need to go to sleep so I won’t fall asleep during last period…ha haa

Finally going to bed >.<

M4M–Sadness

I just saw a gif from the MV ‘Sadness’ which caused me to write about this group, M4M!

I heard songs from Chinese Pop groups in the past. I thought it was cool, but it never grabbed my attention..until now. I guess they are recommended a K-pop group because they are under a Korean label (United Cube) but calling them K-pop wouldn’t make sense because it’s not Korean…it’s Chinese? = C-Pop! (hayyy~)

Now that I know that they are under a Korean label, I know why they got my attention. The sound, the dance moves, MV, etc. are all Korean-like.

The members:

Alen : Vocal/Main singer

Jimmy : Leader

Vinson : Main Dancer

WoBin : Rapper

Typical teasers. The one I enjoyed the most was Jimmy’s. I have already fell for Jimmy and have been fangirling over mainly him while watching the teasers and the MV. Someone left a comment on his teaser which I think we can all agree on.

I go nuts over CNU (from b1a4) and even though L. Joe has been my bby since day 1, CAP is just unf (from Teen Top).

The Music Video:

The theme going on (including outfits) remind me so much of MBLAQ. They picked a good group of guys: opposites that all blend together. They also picked popular hairstyles that were stylish but also suited each of them which I personally think is very important. Going towards more the end, dubstep starts to play and I automatically think of ‘NU’EST’  (they did the dubstep ending in TWO MVs). I really like this group and would probably still in the future but I hope to see them be more original. I referenced two groups they remind me of and I could probably add 5 more groups onto that list. I understand that you can get inspired by other groups but it just felt like they just did a big Copy and Paste (EXTREME copy and paste because Dalmatian is added onto that list now!). Also, no offense to the ‘United Cube’ agency, but it seems like that they are trying have everyone drool over their group like they do to EXO-M, EXO-K…You are a Korean Company yet you specifically made a Chinese speaking group. *a round of applause for this group/company and their originality*. I would never in a millions of years blame the guys in this group (because it’s not their fault at all) so I’ll apologize if does come off that way to anyone who is reading this.

On the bright side, they do have that ‘2011 k-pop vibe’. I liked K-pop of 2011 the most out of all of the years. Instead of enjoying only a couple of groups, I enjoyed various and large amounts of groups and songs. Also, the trend K-pop had going on back in 2011, was perfection. Of course, it couldn’t stay the same but I wish it did but then again, that doesn’t matter because M4M is bringing back the sweet taste of 2011! WOOhOOO~ Even though this group isn’t original at all, I actually don’t mind it and they will probably improve in the future! I will not judge them off their first released song and I will also not try to hate on them because they probably worked so hard for this so good job and good luck M4M!

4.5.13

Feeling very numb/depressed right now. I don’t want to type a story nor do I want to explain how and why I feel the way I do right now because I cannot really put anything into words right now. I just want to lie in bed in pure silence. I don’t want to die but I want to cry and just simply can’t. It feels like this emotion will be temporary (THANK THA LORD) but wish I didn’t have to feel it in the first place because this could’ve totally prevented, ya feel me?

 

This quote has NO reference to me but just a quote I thought a lot of people could relate to.

ALSO.. 

it’s finally spring break for me!! YAY but then BOOO because my mood isn’t so bright right now >.>