My spring break is over! It is Tuesday (2:26AM wtf) and I’m back in school and things are more serious. There is only 5 weeks and a half left of school so teachers are talking about joining study groups, staying after school to get work done and trying to give us as much extra credit as we can get. I know I’m late in the game but I think I will take school serious this time. I always talked in the past how I wanted to do good in school but never really did simply because I didn’t notice all my weaknesses until now. Even though I blocked off all distracting websites, sat in a room with all my work in front of me, I wouldn’t get any work done and it was just because of the environment. I rather workout, clean the house and probably even rake the yard than do my work. Yes, I am one of the biggest procrastinators ever. I stayed after school one time and that was the only time I really got a serious amount of work done! My teacher said when she was in college, she could never study anywhere but the library and thankfully she told me that because it has made me serious and I’m planning to stay back at school as much as I can. My grades are not horrible but you would look somewhat disappointed if you saw them. I still have enough time to get my grades to be really good at the end of this year. Also, I noticed a while back I would only do my homework if it was written in my agenda so I started to think maybe I should start scheduling what I do on weekdays so I keep on track and don’t fall behind. I have hope again but really, I really wish that I will seriously follow through with this. If this works for me for the rest of this school year, I will definitely use these techniques for the rest of my high school and also when I get into college! I’m really really thinking about scheduling because I want to become more serious with gaming and I’m really bad right now because I never play much and hope to play more games in the future but during the time I’m still in school so hopefully this works out. I stopped studying Korean for a while because I studied it more than I studied my school which is more important right now. Unlike schoolwork, Korean isn’t as difficult (have been studying, listening to their music and watching their shows too much for this to be really difficult for me) and the lessons are really organized but there over 50! I need to knock them down one by one but I simply don’t have time for it but it’s okay Korean, I’ll be back when I get my life scheduled and worked out –.-
I’m starting to take everything more serious right now as if I’m realizing more than before. I was extremely lazy to go down to places to get interviews for jobs but I actually need to start taking that seriously. There are so many stuff I need and want that I won’t be able to get unless I get a job (#life). If you read my older blog posts, I had really bad social anxiety and simply do not like interacting with stuff and people at school but I think we have an exception! I will probably put all my effort to not let my problems get to me, talk to others and find out information. I’m going to start playing violin in school next year but that won’t happen if I don’t open my mouth and makes plans for that to happen myself. Also, I learned my lesson from not making the soccer team (sigh, freaking hard way leh) so will train during the summer well! Actually I might join lacrosse instead but we will see when summer starts. I really hope I keep up this positive thinking and keep trying no matter what happens because all these expectations and plans I’m making won’t ever happen unless I make a move and it happen myself!
My sleeping schedule is off due to just getting off spring break so I’m up but I need to go to sleep so I won’t fall asleep during last period…ha haa
Finally going to bed >.<
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