Random

It's 11:28AM and I was scrolling through instagram and found out a blogger I read got  plastic surgery so I wanted to go on their blog and see if they talked about it because I haven't been using the computer lately (as I explained why in my previous post)  so I wouldn't know. I'm in school aka no computer nor am I so desperate to search it on the web on my phone but that's fine since I have handy-dandy bloglovin downloaded! But I couldn't find her blog :( I wanted to see if I could find my own blog at least so I searched in my URL, but just the name part and realized that a lot of Vietnamese people also use this name or actually have their first name as Liling (this was my whole point btw) wtf so weird. I never really say my URL out loud but I love it because it reminds me "Lilly" and I really like that name and that's the main reason when I randomly found this name on a baby name website (hahaha), I used it. I follow/admire a lot of Asian bloggers in the Malaysia/Singapore area. I have interest in South Korea and their language whereas I also have interest in someday learning other Asian languages like Chinese and Vietnamese. It feels so awkward that these are some things about me PLUS my URL is Asian (slecifically Chinese from my research) PLUSPLUSPLUS. It's extremely awkward since the only Asian I would have in me is Indian LOL (I did want to learn Hindi also but the language looks like it's doing too much-same with Chinese but Chinese could benefit me way more than Hindi job-wise). I feel like my interests are just flowing through like wind and wish people would think of me the same way I do. First when I was young a combination of central/South America and India. Then European countries like Russia, Germany and Sweden. I just happen to be in Asia and now at an age where I have to decided to stay in one place until I fulfill my mission in this area aka become freaking fluent in Korean before moving on to not just a differen continent but NOT even a different country in this cotinent man. Idk I'm not really making sense right now but i think I got my point over. Lunch has ended so I shall be walking to English class which I'm already dreading.