Didn’t have the chance or the time to change/create a new banner
for my blog but decided to change my url to something more “relevant” to me
which is a name I am known and/or called by. I have had my ups and downs
throughout these last couple of months. I’m a junior in high school and have all
the classes that I wanted. This year will probably be one of the toughest years
in high school for me (and even my friends) but I know it’s all worth it at the
end. With a mindset that is more positive than it was in the past, I hope that
year to come also becomes filled with good moments that I share and I extremely
hope to meet a new group of people who loved and cared for me just as much as my
group of friends did back in town I lived in before moving here. Whenever I get
frustrated or want a break from schoolwork to complain or something, I will
probably update this blog more often instead of unintentionally abandoning it.
Went to some hardships this year but I honestly cannot let it control my life
and I.
Read an article about how people in abusive relationships are
kind of in a way tricked into staying with the abuser and “enduring” the pain
he/she gives him but it’s not because that person is crazy, but that abuser is
crazy and sometimes it takes you a while for you to snap out of it. That little
section was referring to my online stalker that basically blackmailed me after
trying my best to make that person on the other end feel liked or loved since I
know how it feels not to receive that. But you…you need help okay I cannot help
you and I feel extremely happy focusing on improving my happiness instead of
yours (seemed like you don’t even want to be happy anyways to be honest). This
post was me procrastinating to my homework in way. Actually I just feel too lazy
to sit up. I hope to be more open to doing new things on this blog and do more
views and maybe take photos to add onto my blog for my small group of readers (I
see y’all even though you refuse to follow me! Ahem!!!)
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