God has blessed me.

It's been a long time that I have been able to update this blog but mainly because my living situation for a while makes it this way. Many things have been occurring in my life- some good and some bad.i always felt so down and like there wasn't a reason for living after a while. Things seriously just got so tough but I had patience with myself. And because I had that patience, God blessed me in return in so many ways. One thing I'm very grateful for is being able to see my best friend. I wrote a lot of posts about her haha and without a doubt some are good and some are bad and despite having a hilly relationship, we are best friends again and I'm able to be by her side during this tough patch that she is going through right now in her life. There are so many possibilities of things that could've happened to her but you know what? She is fine! She is that best friend that is like your sister, your other half and I thank God so much for making sure she was alright. And I thank God for reassuring me that things will be alright which is one of the things I have to remember when I start overreacting which is very often. God doesn't have control over my life but he is here by my side guiding me so right now I will make sure I will get up and do something with my life rather than just saying it and not really doing it and then feeling like a failure. I will end this post here. Have a lovely day after Halloween!