Long time no see, Blog.

I'm now an independent adult, with responsibilities such as an apartment, bills, career path, etc. Looking back when I was younger and sobbing, I always thought this time of my life, where I'm on my own and able to have control over my own life would be the highlight of my life and a reset on whatever happened throughout my youth - the past was the past. My thoughts were wrong because my same issues followed me into my adulthood and instead of living a happy life as I expected myself to, I'm honestly miserable time to time. Sometimes, like now, I want to give up on life and feel hopeless. As I cried hysterically over my shitty job I have to endure because I have bills to pay, I learned a valuable life lesson. As Pretty Ricky has said, "age ain't nothing but a number". The grass is greener on the other but sure as hell isn't vibrant as society made it out to be. Life is beautiful and something I want to experience as long as I can while on the other hand, society makes me want to give up and end this beautiful journey short. So cheers to this shitty ass world and let's see how far I make it.