3.20.13

At the moment, I’m writing a paper and actually daring to blog between typing it because I know it won’t take long.

I’m also listening to this song I heard recently and I am enjoying listening to it quite much ^^. Last week I was feeling very sick. Coughing, body aches and constant high fevers. After a while I got a stuffy nose and couldn’t taste anything for the rest of the days I had it. It’s Wednesday and I finally started feeling better on Monday afternoon. I literally jumped off my bed in excitement that I could finally move without aching or feeling like crud because a high fever. There is not much to my life lately except that I got into an argument with my mom. I rarely act rude towards my mom so when I do, I get punished more severe than others. First my internet was taken, then my computer and also I was told I would be attending a new school next year for my behavior but I doubt that (I also pray!!). I have been enjoying my school a lot lately. I was being ‘bullied’ recently now that I am no longer, I feel refreshed. I guess it would be recommended bullying but I personally think I could handle myself if I were to fight these people so therefore it wasn’t but you get what I’m saying. In society, I guess you just sound like a woosy if you call people who annoy/bother and you want to punch badly bullies haha. Back on subject! Doing schoolwork, laughing with friends and admiring that one boy you like. So far I liked 3 boys this year. I no longer like the boy I liked first and don’t really want to explain why because it’s pointless //.\\ The second boy I liked this year, I’m slowly not liking him anymore and because I don’t get to see him anymore! Second semester a lot of people got their schedules changed. Sadly, we still didn’t any classes together we actually both got new classes that made it to the point I’m unable to even see him in the hallway anymore. The third boy I like, I think I always slightly liked him but was too star struck by the second boy to pay much attention to him. I’m actually okay and happy how things turned out and I think this is how it was supposed to turn out. Each day I get closer to showing the third guy that I like him and it’s just very fun and exciting! Of course, I get scared and nervous when I think he caught on but never scared or nervous that if he found out he would say a rude comment which I did think about the second guy I liked (sad, right?) Ahh! I'm enjoying the typical life of a teenage girl which I rarely did. This feeling is incredible. Even though it hurts, I love that I smile and laugh to the point my jaw aches. I wish life could pause at this moment for a while but it wouldn’t so I should get back to my homework. Well, this was an update!! I used a lot of exclamation points like 13 year old white girl but I don’t care!!!!!! Lol