Everyone makes me feel like a nobody and I feel very pathetic. I feel like if I walk through a hallway full of people, they will point their fingers at me and just laugh at me.
Am I that ugly to you? Will you not talk to me because I'm black? You got too many girls wrapped around your finger and that's why you treat me like useless trash? It's so frustrating and there is nothing I can do about it. I just sit here silently and wait until night time to cry about it. I feel like this cycle is endless. I don't even have a shoulder to cry on and it freaking sucks. I only have my damn self. Everyone says it's okay EVERYTHING IS OKAY. Will it be okay when I'm dead? Like really sometimes it's fine to feel this way but I feel like this all the time. It makes me feel like I'm better off dead than feeling this. I am surrounded by people yet so lonely. I may sound like a fruit bag for saying this but I'm literally screaming in the inside.
My anxiety is coming back and I hate you all.
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